New Day in the Future

Friday, September 19, 1999

✶ note from 2025: learning to slow down

i’m slowly adjusting to this new-old life. it feels strange, but also good, to finally slow down. no constant noise, no endless scroll. just me, the bike rides, the modem song, and a blinking cursor waiting for words.

today i thought about starting a new save in Caesar III, but that Diablo installation cd is staring at me from the desk. i haven’t forgotten about Pokémon Yellow either — tomorrow i’ll take my haunter for a walk through the last gym.

i’m trying not to get anxious about the coming week. there are still a few days before classes begin, so tomorrow is for testing my new mono black Magic deck and maybe watching a movie.

the Age of Empires LAN absolutely needs to happen again… but i should probably rest from cheetos until then.

field note: slowing down feels less like being stuck and more like being allowed to breathe.
tech mode: practiced simple html layout, tested counters, and added new gifs to my geocities page.
▶ Winamp now playing: pj harvey — down by the water · smashing pumpkins — 1979 · björk — human behaviour